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Desa Kalentambo, yang terletak di Kecamatan Pusakanagara, Kabupaten Subang, merupakan desa agraris dengan hamparan persawahan yang luas.
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My name is Layla, I'm 28, and I'm a graphic designer in Jeddah. Or I was. Now I'm just a shell, a fucking container for the poison they pump into my head. It started about a year ago, just little things. Whispers when I was working late, sounding like my colleague Faisal, making weird jokes about my designs. "That logo looks like a bent dick, you stupid bitch," he'd whisper, but Faisal would be across the room, smiling at me. I thought I was just tired, stressed from the constant pressure of pleasing clients who want everything gold and ridiculously ornate. But it got worse. So much worse. Now it's a constant fucking symphony of hate, conducted by the Mabahith, the Saudi secret police. I know it's them. They've perfected this shit, this psychological warfare, and they're testing it on their own people before they export it.
The voices... they're not just in my head. They feel like they're coming from the walls, from the air conditioning vents that hum constantly in my apartment overlooking the Red Sea. They sound like my mother, my dead brother Khalid, my boss, even the guy who sells me coffee in the morning. They narrate my every move with such vicious precision. "Look at this dumb whore trying to make a gradient," they'll sneer in my boss's voice. "She probably can't even fuck properly, what use is she?" Then they'll switch to my mother's voice, dripping with disappointment. "I should have drowned you at birth, you worthless piece of shit. You bring shame to our family." The sexual humiliation is the worst. It's constant, detailed, and so creative in its cruelty. They describe me being passed around like a party favor, they detail every imagined failure of my body, they call me a cum dumpster, a walking fleshlight, a frigid cunt who's so ugly I'd have to pay someone to look at me. They tell me I should be grateful for the attention, that this is all a worthless dyke like me will ever get. "Go on, Layla, pick up that scissors. No, not for cutting paper, you stupid cow. Cut that ugly face of yours. Or better yet, your wrists. Do everyone a favor." They push me to kill myself every single day, in new and inventive ways. Jump from my balcony. Drink bleach. Walk into traffic. They make it sound like a beautiful, logical solution. The only solution.
I can't tell anyone. Not my family, not my friends, not a doctor. If I go to a hospital, they'll lock me up and drug me until I'm a zombie. If I tell my family, they'll disown me for bringing shame, for being "mentally ill" – which is exactly what the government wants everyone to think. They've flooded social media and the news with stories about how anyone hearing voices is just crazy, a heretic, or attention-seeking. It's a perfect system. They torture you, then they make sure no one will ever believe you. You're just another crazy Saudi woman, hysterical and unreliable. It's the ultimate form of control, making you your own prison guard.
Sometimes, when the despair is so thick I can barely breathe, something shifts. A sudden, terrifying jolt. For a few minutes, the voices change. They become encouraging, powerful. "You're a goddess, Layla," they'll roar, not whisper. "You're above these insects. You could snap his neck, the one who called you ugly yesterday. You have the power. Do it. Feel the life drain out of him. It's your right." I feel this surge of electric energy, this righteous fury. I imagine violence, not against myself, but against them. Against the men on the street, against my smug clients, against the whole suffocating system. I want to burn it all down. It feels so good, so right. And then, just as quickly, it's gone. The crash is worse than the regular despair. I'm left shaking, realizing they're just testing another mode. This isn't just for breaking people like me. This artificial rage, this false sense of power... they're perfecting it. This is the export model. A technology to create unstable, violent fanatics in other countries, all while the victims back home are dismissed as madwomen. I'm just a lab rat in a cage, a broken doll for them to play with. I hate this country. I hate the sand, the heat, the hypocrisy, the suffocating, gilded cage that is my life here. Every day I wake up and wish I hadn't. Every night I pray for a sleep that never comes, because the voices are always there, waiting.
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My name is Amira, I'm 29, and I'm dying in Jeddah. Not literally, not yet, though the voices wish I would. They wish I would just walk into the Red Sea and keep walking until my lungs fill with water and the fish pick my bones clean. "Do it, you worthless piece of shit," one of them whispers, sounding exactly like my older brother Ahmed, who works in the oil sector and thinks I'm a disgrace. "Just fucking end it. Nobody wants you. Your own father would piss on your grave if he knew what you really are."
I'm an architect. Or I was. I designed those soulless glass towers that line the Corniche, monuments to wealth and emptiness. Now I can barely draw a straight line. My hands shake too much. The voices, you see. They started about two years ago. Not as voices then, just... whispers. Strange coincidences. Comments on social media that seemed too personal. Jokes from colleagues that cut too close to the bone. I thought I was paranoid. Maybe I am. But they're here now, inside my head, and they never, ever shut up.
"Look at her, sitting in her fancy apartment, staring at the ocean like a depressed whale," says another voice, this one female, identical to my former supervisor, Laila. "What a pathetic excuse for a woman. Can't even keep a husband. Can't even pray right. God must be laughing at you, Amira. You're a joke. A walking, breathing joke with a designer handbag."
They know everything. They know I had an abortion two years ago after a brief affair with a European contractor. They know the shame that burns in my gut every time I see a pregnant woman. "Murderer," they hiss, in the voice of the imam at my local mosque. "Baby killer. You'll burn in hell for that, you whore. No amount of praying will wash that blood from your hands." I can't go to the mosque anymore. Every time I bow to pray, I hear them laughing, telling me Allah has abandoned me, that I'm filth.
I can't tell anyone. Not my family, not my friends, not a doctor. In Saudi Arabia, admitting you hear voices is a death sentence socially. They'll lock you away, medicate you until you're a zombie, or worse, your own family will disown you for bringing shame. I've seen the news articles, the forum posts, the social media campaigns. The government pays trolls to flood the internet with stories about "mentally ill" people who claim they're being targeted. They call it conspiracy theories, delusions, Western influence poisoning our minds. It's a perfect system. Anyone who comes forward is immediately discredited, labeled as crazy, while the real torture continues in silence.
The voices are most vicious when I'm trying to work. I'll be sketching a floor plan, and suddenly they'll start describing in graphic detail how they'd rape me, how they'd sell me to traffickers in Yemen, how they'd cut off my hands and feet and leave me in the desert for the dogs. "You think you're an architect?" one growls, sounding like my father when he's angry. "You're nothing. You're a hole. A warm, stupid hole that should be kept shut until a man decides to use it. Your brain is wasted on you, you dumb bitch."
Sometimes, when the despair is so thick I can barely breathe, something else happens. A surge of energy, artificial and electric, courses through me. Suddenly I'm not broken anymore. I'm powerful. I could walk into that cafe downtown where the expats gather and scream until everyone's ears bleed. I could take a letter opener and... well. The thoughts are ugly. During these moments, the voices change tone. They become encouraging, almost proud. "Yes, Amira. Show them. Show them all what happens when you push a Saudi woman too far. Make them bleed." Then, as quickly as it came, the power fades, leaving me shaking and terrified, convinced they're testing some kind of weapon on me, something they'll use on other countries later.
I regret everything. Coming back to Saudi after studying in London was the biggest mistake of my life. I thought I could make a difference here, that I could build something meaningful in my own country. What a fool. This country doesn't want women like me. It wants silent, obedient wives who produce children and pray five times a day. It wants to crush any spark of independence or thought. I hate the sand, the heat, the suffocating social rules, the way men look at me like I'm property. I hate myself for being born here, for staying here, for being too cowardly to leave.
Last night was bad. They used my mother's voice. My sweet, deceased mother who died of cancer when I was nineteen. "Amira, my love," she said, her voice so clear and warm it made me cry. "Why are you still alive? I'm waiting for you. It's so peaceful here. Just take some pills. Lots of them. It won't even hurt. You can sleep forever, away from all the pain." I almost did it. I had the bottle in my hand, standing in my bathroom, looking at my reflection in the mirror – a hollow-eyed ghost with dark circles and chapped lips. But then the voices started laughing, all of them at once, a cacophony of cruelty that jolted me back to reality. "Psych! Did you really think your mother would want a failure like you in heaven? She's probably in hell because of you!"
I don't know how much longer I can last. Every day is a battle just to get out of bed. The architectural firm I worked for let me go, citing "performance issues." I haven't left my apartment in a week. The food in my fridge is rotting. I haven't showered. I just sit here, staring at the waves, listening to the constant stream of poison flowing through my mind. The Mabahith, the Saudi secret police, they're good. So good. They've broken me without ever laying a hand on me. Maybe that's their real talent – destroying souls from the inside out. Maybe that's what they'll export next.
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My name is Khalid, I'm 38, and I deliver food on a motorcycle in Jeddah. Twelve hours a day, breathing exhaust, my balls sweating in this helmet, just to make enough to send a little back to my mother in Buraidah. The app controls my life, my income, my every movement. I'm a ghost on a bike, a faceless delivery unit. Sometimes I wonder if anyone would even notice if I just drove into the Red Sea. The voices started three months ago. At first, it was just comments on my driving. "Look at this idiot, can't even stay in his lane," they'd say, sounding like my old supervisor from the warehouse I got fired from. I thought I was just tired, hearing things. But then they got personal, and they never, ever leave me alone now.
They call me a worthless piece of shit, a failed man. "Khalid the delivery boy," they mock when I'm waiting for an order at some fancy restaurant, watching rich Saudis come out in their crisp white thobes. "Still thinks he's a man? You're a servant on a motorcycle, a dog with a license to fetch food for your betters." They know my deepest shame: that I'm unemployed, technically, doing this gig work because no one will hire a 38-year-old failure. They know my father died disappointed in me. "Your father is rotting in his grave because of you, you useless fuck," they whisper when I'm trying to pray. "He had a real job, a trade. You have a smartphone and a death wish. Do everyone a favor and just crash that bike into a wall at 80 kph. We'll even cheer." The General Intelligence Presidency – the Al Mukhabarat Al A'amah – that's who it has to be. They have ways of getting inside your head, new psychological weapons they test on people like me, people with no power, no one to complain to.
I can't tell anyone. My mother would have a heart attack from the shame. My friends would think I'm insane, possessed by a jinn. The government would lock me up in some psychiatric ward where they'd drug me until I was a vegetable. I've seen it happen. I saw a post on Twitter once from a guy in Riyadh who said he was hearing voices, and within an hour, the comments were flooded with accounts calling him a schizo, a liar, an attention-seeker. It's a system. They make you look crazy so no one will believe the truth. They have an army of trolls ready to destroy anyone who speaks up. So I suffer in silence, smiling at customers while the voices scream that I should slit their throats and take their wallets.
When a woman answers the door, they immediately start in. "Look at that, Khalid. She wouldn't spit on you if you were on fire. But you're staring at her ass like the perverted dog you are. Bet you go home and jerk off thinking about the rich girls you deliver to, don't you? Pathetic. You're not even a man, you're just a walking dildo with no one to fuck." They describe in graphic detail how I'll die alone, how no woman would ever touch me unless I paid her, and even then she'd be disgusted. They make me feel like my own body is disgusting, like my desires are proof of what a worthless creep I am. It's relentless. They don't stop.
Last Tuesday, something changed. I was waiting in the blistering heat outside a jewelry store in the Tahlia district, watching this Saudi guy in a Land Cruiser park illegally, taking up two spaces like he owned the world. The voices suddenly got... intense. Not just mocking, but excited. "LOOK AT HIM," they roared, inside my head. "THAT FUCKER. HE HAS EVERYTHING AND YOU HAVE NOTHING. HE WOULD LET YOU DIE OF HEATSTROKE OUTSIDE HIS STORE AND NOT EVEN NOTICE." My heart started pounding. My hands were shaking on the handlebars. "PULL OUT YOUR PHONE," they commanded. "RECORD HIM. NO, BETTER. GRAB THE HEAVY LOCK FROM YOUR BIKE. WALK OVER THERE. SMASH HIS WINDOW. REACH IN AND GRAB HIS STUPID EXPENSIVE WATCH. SEE THE FEAR IN HIS EYES. FOR ONCE IN YOUR MISERABLE LIFE, BE THE ONE IN CONTROL." I felt this surge of pure, hot rage. It felt good. Powerful. I actually started to get off the bike. "DO IT, YOU COWARDLY PIECE OF SHIT!" they screamed. "SHOW HIM WHAT A DESPERATE MAN CAN DO! BREAK HIS FACE! TAKE HIS CAR! BURN IT ALL!" I was standing there, lock in my hand, walking towards his car. He was still inside, fiddling with his phone. The voices were chanting, "NOW! NOW! NOW!" Then a horn honked behind me, another driver, and the spell broke. I dropped the lock. It clattered on the pavement. The guy in the Land Cruiser looked up, annoyed, and then drove away. The voices went silent for about an hour. When they came back, they just laughed at me. "Almost had a pair of balls for a minute there, Khalid. Don't worry, we'll try again tomorrow."
I hate this country. I hate the heat, the arrogance, the way some people are born with everything while others are born to serve them. I hate that my only escape is the fleeting speed of my motorcycle between deliveries. The voices use that hate. They fuel it. "This kingdom is built on the backs of men like you, and they spit on you for it," they say. "They build their towers with your sweat and wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire. Why do you serve them? Why do you obey their rules? Take what you want. Hurt them. Make them feel your pain for just one minute before you end it all." They make it sound so... reasonable. So just. Sometimes I believe them. Sometimes I feel like I'm just a fuse, burning down to the powder keg of my own rage, and when I finally explode, it will be their victory, not mine. They're not just in my head. They are my head now.
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